I have a confession. Organization/cleanliness is my worst
trait. Why? Because I am neither organized nor clean. I can fake it very well.
In my professional and scholarly lives, I pull everything off. I am always on
time. The only time I ever handed essays in late was when I got mono. But the
organization lacks in my social and personal life. I am always late for social
engagements. I always say that time is my worst math. When I’m getting ready, I
misjudge how long it will take to do so. My emails are constantly backed up. I
often write blog posts the day of. And, as I look around at the disaster zone
of my room, I have this awful feeling bubbling up in the pit of my stomach. I
need to pull it together.
I love the idea of organization. Sometimes, I’ll find a new
technique, and I’ll stick to it for a week or so, but sooner or later, it all
falls apart again. I could not tell you how many times I’ve had moments of
inspiration and watching it all crumble around. However, I love the idea of
organization. I was in Indigo today geeking out over the agendas and
organization notepads. I WANT to be organized. I think I need to accept the
fact that I’m never going to be naturally organized. It’s going to take effort.
I’m going to have to wake up every day and force myself to do something. That
being said, there is no way I am going to change overnight. I’m taking this in
bunny hops.
My Kate Spade agenda is an amazing organizational tool. |
I am arming myself with my trusted Kate Spade agenda and
white board. My aim is to do one small thing a day. Unfortunately, I’m going to
need to tackle some larger things before I fix my life. Lists are what will get
me by. What are my goals? Totally control over my social life. Organization in
my personal life. Planning in my online life. I want to feel cleaner in my life
overall. So this summer is my organizational journey. In an attempt to further
my growth as a young adult, I am setting myself up for success. I need to do
this for me. I deserve to have a positive space around me. And if anyone has
any tips, let me know. I am desperate.
-Daniella
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