Around this time last year, I wrote a blog post about my one-word theme. Last year, my word was move.
On reflection, I didn’t think I
did this. The thing I was the most excited about when I set this theme was
being able to do exercise again. And to be fair, I did do that – it just wasn’t
as much as I thought I was going to do after not being able to move for about a
year due to my knee injury.
I’ve been feeling disappointed that I let
myself down.
Then, I started looking at it in
a different way and realized that I did a lot more movement that I had
initially thought.
I moved jobs. I was in Adult
Education last year and while I know I was put in that role to be in some
people’s lives and I learned a lot, it just wasn’t for me. I’m back in high
school, and I am feeling so much more fulfilled.
I moved into my own house. This
is a HUGE accomplishment from 2022. To be able to own a home at my age, in the
market we were looking in, with the dwindling time frame we had is something short
of a miracle. But I did it. I have my own home now.
I moved through travel. Travel
came back to me! I took a trip to see one of my good friends and her kids, I
saw my sister while she is doing her Masters, and I reconnected with my best
friends.
I moved back on skis! Over
the holidays, I got back on the skiis! While I’m moving a little slower on the
slopes, and I’m a tad more hesitant, I. Am. Back. After my first run (did you
see my Reel on Instagram?), I burst into tears because I am SO happy to be back.
Skiing is truly my happy place.
I moved into a deeper understanding
of myself. Gosh, I love therapy so much. I feel like I’m in a completely
different place in my life now. I feel like I’m slowly starting to untangle the
unknown within in order to really become who I’m meant to be. Stay tuned for
more on that.
Overall, I’m so happy with last
year. I certainly did move. Although it was a year of massive accomplishments,
it was also one of the most emotional years. Each of those points above came
with a lot of questioning myself, a lot of waiting, and a lot of tears.
That brings me to my one-word
theme of 2023.
Root.
I have been waiting and waiting
and waiting for my life to be how it is now. I’ve worked hard to get to where I
am, and now that I’m here, I no longer feel stagnant. I feel like I’m in a place
where I can actually grow again.
This year, I want to really put
down my roots.
I want to make this house a home.
I want to establish myself as a
member of my school community.
I want to make myself stronger
emotionally and physically so I can have a good base for all the good and bad that
is still down the road.
I want to learn but also trust
that my base is good enough.
It took me a long time to come up
with this term. I was debating between strong and stability but then I realized
that root encapsulates both. I’m excited to see where this word will take me
this year.
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